Bleeding Love

I remember the first time i met you. I knew then it was you. It felt so right. It felt so good. I feel like im the luckiest girl in the world.

But then you have to go... Brushing your lips against mine and we said our goodbyes, it almost tears me apart... You hugs me so tight and promise things are goin to be alright. You promise to love me forever. I hold that promise in my heart when you went away...

But why do i feel all alone now? It has been 3 months since i was in your arms. How come you changed. I thought you'd gonna get online? I thought you'd gonna call me? I feel like you're drifting away. You said "I'm just busy baby, please understand." I do understand, even though we haven't had time to talk a lot. I thought i could call you anytime. Your voice makes me feel good... But then you started to ignore my calls again. I still try and understand. Maybe, just maybe you are busy...

I was so excited when you told me you are coming back. I made plans and we talk about our wedding. I called and woke you up and you promised to call me back when you get your flight schedule. I never heard from you since then... I was getting worried. I thought you must have been on your way here to surprise me. I still tried and called. I left messages on your answering machine. I still haven't heard from you and I called the next day. Your brother Chris answered the phone. He said you were asleep. I told him to wake you up. And I was surprised you sound like you've been drinking. You said you was with friends. I wanna scream WHY? You're supposed to be here with me. I cried...and you hang up on me. I called again and you didnt answer the phone. The next day after I called back and left you a messages. Feeling so lost, and tryin to keep myself from ringing you back again a hundred times! Then you called to my surprise and before i can utter a word... you told me that you love me and you're sorry.  I know whatever your reasons doesn't matter. All I know is that I love you so much.

My friends told me you aint the man for me. I told them that exactly isnt true, and that you love me. I make excuses for you even to my family. Who thinks you are the most awesome person. I love you with all my heart hun... I just wanna be with you. Please don't treat me this way. Don't walk away when the going gets tough. Don't say im silly, when i asked why. Don't say 'dont worry' coz I care. And don't ignore my calls when you know I need you... . Coz you have my heart bleeding with love.


Mood: Lost
Music: Bleeding Love -Leona Lewis