Loving You Means Madness

I thought loving you would give me happiness... and yet i never thought loving you would also bring so much sadness. I have never love so much until i met you. I thought my love would be enough to make you happy. I was wrong.

I admit i am not a perfect person nor will i ever be. You are the best thing that ever happen in my life... Someone that loves me and accept me for who I am. Since I met you... I found love. In your arms I found happiness. When you went away, my world crumbles down. I thought life was unfair. But I still hope that we could work things out. But why do i feel that i am alone in this journey. I found myself yearning for your touch. But you are always seem to be cold and distant.

Have you really love me at all? Or you must have mistaken your love from sympathy? You always says 'I love you'. It was a sweet songs in my ears. But why say sweet nothings when you ignores me right after? I hate what becomes of myself. Begging for your love and for your attention.

I want to go away... Away where you can't hurt me. But how? I need to learn how to love myself again. I want to have my self-respect back. I want to know my self worth. I may not find happiness in love... it doesn't matter now. I just want to end this misery.

Mood: Hurt
Music: My immortal -Evanescnce